April 2011
1 post
it’s been a rough one realizing i’m worse off than you and the more i try to correct things the worse i feel. and realizing that maybe this is the bottom and maybe i’m just scraping across the floor instead of floating in the flood.
sometimes pondering things is the worst thing i can do.
sometimes i decide i’m going to spill everything i am to someone i don’t...
February 2011
9 posts
happy vday
if you’d stop wearing such nice shirts around me it’d be better for both of us.
f you idiot.
just a little tired of coughing up mucus this lifetime.
SO DON’T COME CRAWLINNNN BACK TO THESE ARMS THAT ONCE GAVE A SHIT
ABOUT YOUUOUOUUUUU
dashboard confessional
blows
August 2010
1 post
“Punch me in the face because i’m miserable.
Im starting to think i’m mentally unstable.
nothing I ever do turns out the way I want it to…
Well, i’m ready and I’m able…”
I don’t care about anything anymore.
Letting it go, not remembering anything past 9 pm for the next year would be most good.
July 2010
1 post
i forget this thing exists everyday.
Nothing in my life changes it’s just the same shit over and over again like waiting around for people who consider you second best which I just happened to do to myself again. this one’s gonna burn me bad.
June 2010
14 posts
hahahhahaa. tonight.
3 tags
as soon as i find a place with vegan cream cheese that I can get to like once a month i’m just going to make the switch.
That’s all that’s holdin’ me back now.
when we’re experiencing pleasure (be it physical or psychological – such as...
May 2010
52 posts
Tomorrow is going to be so stressful and maybe there will be bad news and then it’ll get even worse. I’m not too stoked for tomorrow.
You’ll hurt me bad, but I won’t mind. You’ll hurt me bad, you do it all the time.
Why do I constantly put other people’s happiness before my own?
if someone would confess to me that they found me even mildly attractive i’d pay for our food date.
Come n’ get it no standards 010.
I keep thinking to myself that I should write letters to everyone whose important to me and put them away just in case anything happens to me.
I keep thinking it but I don’t do it.
I can’t stop reading about pyschology biology bullshit. I’m just so interested in the mind and how mine doesn’t work correctly, obviously, because i don’t understand why people do the things they do.
Oh well.
I just took some loneliess test and the results were kind of really depressing.
“Scores above 30 mean you are suffering from severe loneliness”
oh okay...
I feel weird and lonely and unproductive and bored.
I’m not leaving home until I feel i’ve had enough time with my nephews.
Wait.. explain to me again how I’m spoiled…
Hahahah oh my god. For real? This conversation again? No one in the world would consider me spoiled but you. Mom and dad took care of your kid for 8 years. They’re still taking care of her really. Mom does every little thing for you constantly and you really think i’m spoiled? Tell me what the fuck I get to make me spoiled.
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oh no that’s cool
We don’t need help moving.
Because I mean, we obviously have so many cars.
Thank you everyone.
You guys are really fucking swell.
honestly i just want to listen to elton john for a whole week.